Friends, I am re-publishing this post after a sweet suggestion from a distant friend. I had deleted this post after I so-called-came-back-to-my-senses thinking how stupid human can be. But it's really assuring to know that there are some people who encourage your stupidity or say, weirdness. And actually call it amazing...And yes that doesn't make you feel out of place!! or say I'm out of place but to a different one where I'm not alone!!! I no more regret what I wrote...And her comment gave my post a brand new title! :)
"It's astonishing to see the power of ONE moment. There's a time when you feel miserable, don't feel like doing anything and feel restless at the same time, even something called musical seems to be a noise, a company seems to be a crowd, amazed by your slothfulness you just prefer waiting...And the very next moment you act as if you can complete all your pending tasks of yours as well as others, start new ones, laugh and actually want to talk to people present around you. What a pity is this, your uncertainty depends on another uncertainty. Any type of worry, loneliness, trouble, anger seeks something that could help to fulfill them. There is no point you feel in thinking whether it's right or wrong!!
Too many thoughts are as dangerous as none. I don't know what I'm suffering with. I wish I had that magic wand that could take out your thoughts on water and make you realize what is actually going on. May be this is what soul mates do. they are your magic wands. Why sometimes you feel so complete within yourself that you don't need any support where as sometimes you desperately search for a meaning to complete you. More, more and more...a journey to no where! There was a time, when you so much loved your family that you thought you would never leave it for anything. Why study abroad, why work anywhere for the amount that you can spend in one day if you want...when you can stay with your people and work, why stay at some place where every wall reminds you of the 'home sweet home' you left behind. You only realize how your desires have made you travel so far when you look back. Those emotions get coated with certain harshness that life leaves on you.
It's so much important to stay happy with yourself than with others...respect your decisions, understand yourself, take care of yourself because you are always with You whether alone or in crowd. It's so much required to be true to yourself in your work, feelings or thoughts. I sometimes think so carelessly I have spent my life that my wallet is so finished. I didn't save anything that could help me now. May be that's why your job earnings and life's earnings are very different and help you in very different realms.
"It's astonishing to see the power of ONE moment. There's a time when you feel miserable, don't feel like doing anything and feel restless at the same time, even something called musical seems to be a noise, a company seems to be a crowd, amazed by your slothfulness you just prefer waiting...And the very next moment you act as if you can complete all your pending tasks of yours as well as others, start new ones, laugh and actually want to talk to people present around you. What a pity is this, your uncertainty depends on another uncertainty. Any type of worry, loneliness, trouble, anger seeks something that could help to fulfill them. There is no point you feel in thinking whether it's right or wrong!!
Too many thoughts are as dangerous as none. I don't know what I'm suffering with. I wish I had that magic wand that could take out your thoughts on water and make you realize what is actually going on. May be this is what soul mates do. they are your magic wands. Why sometimes you feel so complete within yourself that you don't need any support where as sometimes you desperately search for a meaning to complete you. More, more and more...a journey to no where! There was a time, when you so much loved your family that you thought you would never leave it for anything. Why study abroad, why work anywhere for the amount that you can spend in one day if you want...when you can stay with your people and work, why stay at some place where every wall reminds you of the 'home sweet home' you left behind. You only realize how your desires have made you travel so far when you look back. Those emotions get coated with certain harshness that life leaves on you.
It's so much important to stay happy with yourself than with others...respect your decisions, understand yourself, take care of yourself because you are always with You whether alone or in crowd. It's so much required to be true to yourself in your work, feelings or thoughts. I sometimes think so carelessly I have spent my life that my wallet is so finished. I didn't save anything that could help me now. May be that's why your job earnings and life's earnings are very different and help you in very different realms.
At some points when everyone takes a power nap to rebuild themselves up again with an audit of their life so far, I too feel like pulling my chair near the fireplace and sit. The only thing that makes you feel content is the presence of one person that holds the key to your life, your soul. You know all your wrong doings, painful words, evil thoughts will be taken care of by him(/her)...It's the same feeling when you are at your death bed. You know you are going back to your home. Your father will take care of you now. How bad you were, if you love your father truly deeply madly he will accept you. This lucky you get when you have that one person, your life partner and your death partner!!
There's one beautiful poignant song that is so beautifully written and composed and can be related by any one who listens it. Let's see if you all like it. Enjoy!"
There's one beautiful poignant song that is so beautifully written and composed and can be related by any one who listens it. Let's see if you all like it. Enjoy!"
